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    Friday, August 28, 2009

    Today went to downtown then 418 . Played sudoku all the way till Baby come . Baby bought me a belt . Thanks bi! I love it alot alot . Scorpian buckle (: Andrew came down and we headed to central . Me and bi shared a big claypot of mee and cheese fries for the side dish . LOLS . Andrew like big boss lo! TMD! ask me to buy food, drink and cigg for him as he snatch my sudoku and was very into that game -.- After eat, my big big baby start to start her nonsence . Usually I was the one who make her laugh, but this time round, she really make me laugh my ass out!! LOLS!! she too , laugh like some siao zharbor . HAHAHAHs . send her take cab, Andrew and me quickly walked home cause its raining -.-

    Wednesday, August 26, 2009

    Hmmmz . what else can I say?
    I overheard the both of yours conversation .
    To you all, were the both of us always at fault? And need the both of you to give in? Don't want to waste breath on us? So you both still think that way and think that the both of you got no fault ? Yes, I agree you both are on the same boat . What and who causes us to be like this ? Yes, to you all we are always the bad ones, the unreasonable ones . Did the both of you gave us time to heal ourselves? Don't you all know that the scar will be there for long? You both don't know . Yes, me and her and be brother and sister cause we are on the same boat too . Thanks for letting me know more and understand what the both of you are thinking . You both can do it once, so I don't think that there is no reason it can't be happen for the second time . Please let us gain back the trust and faith . Mistake? Please don't let the history repeat itself again . We are the failure, can't keep the both of you by ourside . Our bad . Sorry .

    I'm sorry I can't protect you . Maybe overall, I'm still a girl (:

    Tuesday, August 25, 2009

    Sometimes, I really wonder .. I think .. I know ..
    Wasn't so simple . I'll keep trying .
    I very long never blog le,kinda lazy nowadays.Haha! Well,waited for baby at 418 today while slacking with the others.I was damn hungry just now cause andrew taking his own sweet time .Finally he came,off to 444 for dinner after that.That piao kia wanna challenge with me see who can eat more red chilli ley,never die before.Siaosiao,i now everyday eat chilli at home lor,haha!! Although i keep saying its nothing to me,but i feel so hot as in spicy just now ): I kept perspiring like i just came back from swimming ,baby bought tissue to wipe for me ^^ Went back home after that and baby followed me,she went back home at 1am and i send her out to take cab.



    I love you baby<33

    Saturday, August 22, 2009

    I love you lao po da ren
    <333333333

    Monday, August 17, 2009

    I drove again this morning . Hmmmz . Baby dua me, say will reached my house before 2 and guess wad . She reached around 5 -.- tsk, bluff me again . Lina cooked hum for us . Feed my big big baby eat many many hum (:
    Went to downtown for pool . Hmmz . We bet and she lost . LOLS . But I not so bad la . HAHAHAs . Bi ar Bi . tsktsk .
    Went up to my house . I did stupid stupid things just to see her laugh . For so long I didnt see you laugh so happily le (: So happy to hear your laughter again . Sent her to the main road to take cab .

    I'm craving for CAKES!! yumyum . (: creamy creamy cream puffs too!!! (:
    Especially chocolate EMI CAKES!! HAHAHAHS . Gonna get them tomorrow .
    Though is fattening , but.. who cares?!?! HAHAHAHS!! :D

    Saturday, August 15, 2009

    Hmmmz . Just woke up and I dreamt about the past having great time with you .
    I miss those days very much . Thouogh everyday we are doing nothing but I still enjoy with you around .
    From morning I can see u till night, you went home .
    Last time , they said samantha is a girl very hard to get . I told them YOU ALL SHALL JUST WAIT AND SEE. I'LL TOUCH HER HEART ONE DAY! hahhas . It came true . But at that point of time, I wasn't confident at all . I just know, I want to try my very best .
    I remember me, you and reuben plan to meet at 7 . And we even bet who will late . In the end I was late . Hahah . Met you all at RC den headed to downtown to have mac for our breakfast . After that , went to Reuben's condo, he swim, you did some tanning while I use labby to play maple . After that, Zoey, zhiling, james, nigel , khalid, marcus, all came down to find us, we hungry again, eat mac again while I maple again and you help me to play . (:
    Got one day, I remember, we were drinking at 444, u ask someone to act close to u, though i very 心酸 but I understand cause that period of time you were afraid of me . Andrew cried , as a rival, don't know why I consoled him and ask him don't give up . continue go for you, I'm alright . But I don't feel alright at all, I was putting up a fake mask, trynna act strong .
    One night, we going Andrew's dont know whose chalet, you went so close to the someone . I was at the back looking at you, first time I feel so coward . Watching the both of you hugging and holding each other . I could only watch from the back . I was about to give up on you, when suddenly my senses tells me not .
    I remember, that day I , zoey , zhiling and szekuan went to fetch you . Iwas about to let go and tring to find someone that can understand me more . From my house to zhiling house, only me and Zoey . So I tried treating her as my gf . Hmmz . ya, Tried . Went to find you, you gave me a black face, I was wondering why? HAHAHS . Then... I'm starting to suspect...... hehehehs .
    Many things happened, your birthday, chalet, days we spent together at different places, many up and down . And we were finally together on 090209!!
    I still remember where was I lo -.- . At Rayna's chalet gambling when I ask you to be mine (: Its like so long, you finally accept . I was like a monkey jumping all around in that chalet . So happy so so happy! many people congrats me . HAHAHAHS . So excited .
    Although there are more bad memories than happy memories , but , this relationship is the best amoung all I had . Many obsticles but we manage to overcome (: there is still long long way to go . I will hold on to . Everything is new afresh again . (: I wont make the same mistake again . I miss you . Lastly, I love you , my baobei bunnie . (:
    I miss baby so much . I am so happy recently (:
    Many happy moments with her . awwwwwww .

    Monday, August 10, 2009

    i'm NUMBED!! HAHAHHAHAHHAS .

    Slept at around 4 plus 5 and woke up at 8am for driving, not enough sleep . LOLS .
    Went home to bathe and went to penisular to put 珺 . I consider very long, I put because I want to be her only one ,printed "it" on me .
    After everything, bused down to bugis .
    Its like already evening , went to couples lab to get our ring, though i spent all my money on that ring, but i think its worth it, cause wanted her to be my wife . I dont buy ring for nothing . stayed in the shop and consider for like 1hr? and decided to buy it .
    After buying the ring, check the time, omg its like damn late le, gan jiong and search for her singlet as she wanted . walked around bugis street for like 2 hrs, mcm ah hai like that and finally found her singlet . grey in colour .
    After that went to bugis juntion, walk like ah hai again for her card . our 6th anni card . wrote something .
    Rush down to fareast just to fetch her .
    After that we when to ws, den mac .
    bought beer, celebrate philene b'dae .
    Teared as many thing run through my mind .
    Hahahas . got depession ar . bobian .
    Tot she will come to me and hug me to comfort mi, hahas , lols . wrong prediction . was like ah hai seeing her walked away again . Cried till now Tot I deserve to be loved more by her . no . she told mi, she treat mi good, cause nowadays no time to accompany mi . Well, I dun nid this kind of good .
    Hmmz. neh mind . i bear . i BEAR . HAHAHAHAHS!
    I did so many thing, FOR NOTHING .
    THANKS, no being sacrastic .
    I'M really numb . no more tears, I drained it all out just now , wonder y i still teared uh? Tell u cause I bear from the start till now . And now? no more . I swear . Do wad ever u want, i did things to please u alot today, which something i didnt even get for my ex!
    Weet~ do wadever u want . I'm numb, i wont want ur comfort in the futrue . no nid u take care mi and send mi sweet msges , i'd still live without those . Thanks . ^^

    Sunday, August 9, 2009

    我的承诺 My Promises

    HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BABYGIRL!!
    I love you more and more each day , although I still can't forget some things . You let me down times and times , I don't mind . Cause I won't give up . I'll stand when I fall . I'd rather the person who gets hurt is me and is not you (: I still can tahan .
    I know that things wont be the same anymore, but its ok (: I'll still love you . And this time is even deeper .
    I'm starting to understand you, care for you and treat you veh nice . (:
    Despite of everything , I still want to love u and stable down with you . We'll be together as long as possible . Really very very long .
    Don't treat me good cause you guilty, treat me good cause you love me more and more .
    I love you more than anything else and I'm serious . It's true .


    我不能没有你
    因为我好爱你
    你是我的一切
    你是我的唯一
    我要和你天长地久
    一生一世
    我在也不能失去你.

    Friday, August 7, 2009

    recently, many things happened . i lost my phone, i went crazy .
    One of the thing that change really scare me is, baby suddenly treat me so sweet .
    I'm having fever . ): so xinku . I'm still under depression -.-
    Lols .
    Went to 444 to slack just now . slacked so long la, for afew hours .
    Hmmz . thinking on the 9th baby cant take off jiu shag . not because cannot pei her see firework and bring her out, is because it is our 6th month anni .


    to justina: Mei, enough? lols . i duno wat to write le . hahas

    Monday, August 3, 2009

    BIG THANKS TO MR WEIHAN FOR HELPING ME MAKE BACK MY BLOG!!
    HAHAHAHS . IMMA COMPUTER NOOB !
    Bro thanks , i tot i can ownself make nice nice , in the end ar ji pa liang .
    HAhahaha . scared mantou scold . i know i humji .
    THANK YOU, THANK YOU VERY MUCH (:

    MR WEIHAN SAVED FLABBIE'S LIFE -.-
    since when i didnt take good care of her , i care for her more den any one else do .
    i dont know what to say . really .
    when u are nice, u can be veh nice, when u are bad, u can be as evil as the devil .
    I love her more den anyone of u all can imagin . want really stab u to death and slap u awake .
    dont worry , she is my gf, and i'll take very good care of her .
    I've learnt my lesson .
    I trust NO ONE ELSE . (:
    thanks for taking care of her when i'm not around .

    u left me speechless . especially when everyone is helping u .
    to whoever , why are everyone helping you, when u are so bastard?

    i think i need a chill pill .
    scar made by u (:
    its worth it .
    at least reminds me of this lesson (:

    cant mention to the pain in my heart . HAHAs .
    promises are really meant to be broken . (:

    not even frens are trustable even they was once close to u .
    imma big big fool (:

    REGRETTED .