Hmmmz . Just woke up and I dreamt about the past having great time with you .
I miss those days very much . Thouogh everyday we are doing nothing but I still enjoy with you around .
From morning I can see u till night, you went home .
Last time , they said samantha is a girl very hard to get . I told them YOU ALL SHALL JUST WAIT AND SEE. I'LL TOUCH HER HEART ONE DAY! hahhas . It came true . But at that point of time, I wasn't confident at all . I just know, I want to try my very best .
I remember me, you and reuben plan to meet at 7 . And we even bet who will late . In the end I was late . Hahah . Met you all at RC den headed to downtown to have mac for our breakfast . After that , went to Reuben's condo, he swim, you did some tanning while I use labby to play maple . After that, Zoey, zhiling, james, nigel , khalid, marcus, all came down to find us, we hungry again, eat mac again while I maple again and you help me to play . (:
Got one day, I remember, we were drinking at 444, u ask someone to act close to u, though i very 心酸 but I understand cause that period of time you were afraid of me . Andrew cried , as a rival, don't know why I consoled him and ask him don't give up . continue go for you, I'm alright . But I don't feel alright at all, I was putting up a fake mask, trynna act strong .
One night, we going Andrew's dont know whose chalet, you went so close to the someone . I was at the back looking at you, first time I feel so coward . Watching the both of you hugging and holding each other . I could only watch from the back . I was about to give up on you, when suddenly my senses tells me not .
I remember, that day I , zoey , zhiling and szekuan went to fetch you . Iwas about to let go and tring to find someone that can understand me more . From my house to zhiling house, only me and Zoey . So I tried treating her as my gf . Hmmz . ya, Tried . Went to find you, you gave me a black face, I was wondering why? HAHAHS . Then... I'm starting to suspect...... hehehehs .
Many things happened, your birthday, chalet, days we spent together at different places, many up and down . And we were finally together on 090209!!
I still remember where was I lo -.- . At Rayna's chalet gambling when I ask you to be mine (: Its like so long, you finally accept . I was like a monkey jumping all around in that chalet . So happy so so happy! many people congrats me . HAHAHAHS . So excited .
Although there are more bad memories than happy memories , but , this relationship is the best amoung all I had . Many obsticles but we manage to overcome (: there is still long long way to go . I will hold on to . Everything is new afresh again . (: I wont make the same mistake again . I miss you . Lastly, I love you , my baobei bunnie . (: