i'm NUMBED!! HAHAHHAHAHHAS .

Slept at around 4 plus 5 and woke up at 8am for driving, not enough sleep . LOLS .
Went home to bathe and went to penisular to put 珺 . I consider very long, I put because I want to be her only one ,printed "it" on me .
After everything, bused down to bugis .
Its like already evening , went to couples lab to get our ring, though i spent all my money on that ring, but i think its worth it, cause wanted her to be my wife . I dont buy ring for nothing . stayed in the shop and consider for like 1hr? and decided to buy it .
After buying the ring, check the time, omg its like damn late le, gan jiong and search for her singlet as she wanted . walked around bugis street for like 2 hrs, mcm ah hai like that and finally found her singlet . grey in colour .
After that went to bugis juntion, walk like ah hai again for her card . our 6th anni card . wrote something .
Rush down to fareast just to fetch her .
After that we when to ws, den mac .
bought beer, celebrate philene b'dae .
Teared as many thing run through my mind .
Hahahas . got depession ar . bobian .
Tot she will come to me and hug me to comfort mi, hahas , lols . wrong prediction . was like ah hai seeing her walked away again . Cried till now Tot I deserve to be loved more by her . no . she told mi, she treat mi good, cause nowadays no time to accompany mi . Well, I dun nid this kind of good .
Hmmz. neh mind . i bear . i BEAR . HAHAHAHAHS!
I did so many thing, FOR NOTHING .
THANKS, no being sacrastic .
I'M really numb . no more tears, I drained it all out just now , wonder y i still teared uh? Tell u cause I bear from the start till now . And now? no more . I swear . Do wad ever u want, i did things to please u alot today, which something i didnt even get for my ex!
Weet~ do wadever u want . I'm numb, i wont want ur comfort in the futrue . no nid u take care mi and send mi sweet msges , i'd still live without those . Thanks . ^^