i'm NUMBED!! HAHAHHAHAHHAS .

Slept at around 4 plus 5 and woke up at 8am for driving, not enough sleep . LOLS .
Went home to bathe and went to penisular to put 珺 . I consider very long, I put because I want to be her only one ,printed "it" on me .
After everything, bused down to bugis .
Its like already evening , went to couples lab to get our ring, though i spent all my money on that ring, but i think its worth it, cause wanted her to be my wife . I dont buy ring for nothing . stayed in the shop and consider for like 1hr? and decided to buy it .
After buying the ring, check the time, omg its like damn late le, gan jiong and search for her singlet as she wanted . walked around bugis street for like 2 hrs, mcm ah hai like that and finally found her singlet . grey in colour .
After that went to bugis juntion, walk like ah hai again for her card . our 6th anni card . wrote something .
Rush down to fareast just to fetch her .
After that we when to ws, den mac .
bought beer, celebrate philene b'dae .
Teared as many thing run through my mind .
Hahahas . got depession ar . bobian .
Tot she will come to me and hug me to comfort mi, hahas , lols . wrong prediction . was like ah hai seeing her walked away again . Cried till now Tot I deserve to be loved more by her . no . she told mi, she treat mi good, cause nowadays no time to accompany mi . Well, I dun nid this kind of good .
Hmmz. neh mind . i bear . i BEAR . HAHAHAHAHS!
I did so many thing, FOR NOTHING .
THANKS, no being sacrastic .
I'M really numb . no more tears, I drained it all out just now , wonder y i still teared uh? Tell u cause I bear from the start till now . And now? no more . I swear . Do wad ever u want, i did things to please u alot today, which something i didnt even get for my ex!
Weet~ do wadever u want . I'm numb, i wont want ur comfort in the futrue . no nid u take care mi and send mi sweet msges , i'd still live without those . Thanks . ^^

我的承诺 My Promises

HAPPY 6th MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BABYGIRL!!
I love you more and more each day , although I still can't forget some things . You let me down times and times , I don't mind . Cause I won't give up . I'll stand when I fall . I'd rather the person who gets hurt is me and is not you (: I still can tahan .
I know that things wont be the same anymore, but its ok (: I'll still love you . And this time is even deeper .
I'm starting to understand you, care for you and treat you veh nice . (:
Despite of everything , I still want to love u and stable down with you . We'll be together as long as possible . Really very very long .
Don't treat me good cause you guilty, treat me good cause you love me more and more .
I love you more than anything else and I'm serious . It's true .


我不能没有你
因为我好爱你
你是我的一切
你是我的唯一
我要和你天长地久
一生一世
我在也不能失去你.

recently, many things happened . i lost my phone, i went crazy .
One of the thing that change really scare me is, baby suddenly treat me so sweet .
I'm having fever . ): so xinku . I'm still under depression -.-
Lols .
Went to 444 to slack just now . slacked so long la, for afew hours .
Hmmz . thinking on the 9th baby cant take off jiu shag . not because cannot pei her see firework and bring her out, is because it is our 6th month anni .


to justina: Mei, enough? lols . i duno wat to write le . hahas

BIG THANKS TO MR WEIHAN FOR HELPING ME MAKE BACK MY BLOG!!
HAHAHAHS . IMMA COMPUTER NOOB !
Bro thanks , i tot i can ownself make nice nice , in the end ar ji pa liang .
HAhahaha . scared mantou scold . i know i humji .
THANK YOU, THANK YOU VERY MUCH (:

MR WEIHAN SAVED FLABBIE'S LIFE -.-

since when i didnt take good care of her , i care for her more den any one else do .
i dont know what to say . really .
when u are nice, u can be veh nice, when u are bad, u can be as evil as the devil .
I love her more den anyone of u all can imagin . want really stab u to death and slap u awake .
dont worry , she is my gf, and i'll take very good care of her .
I've learnt my lesson .
I trust NO ONE ELSE . (:
thanks for taking care of her when i'm not around .

u left me speechless . especially when everyone is helping u .

to whoever , why are everyone helping you, when u are so bastard?

i think i need a chill pill .

scar made by u (:
its worth it .
at least reminds me of this lesson (:

cant mention to the pain in my heart . HAHAs .
promises are really meant to be broken . (:

not even frens are trustable even they was once close to u .
imma big big fool (:

REGRETTED .