speechless . "Enjoyable" and "memorable" birthday to me .



SUCK IT .
Worst b'dae ever , I SWEAR! KNN.

Quarrelling with you, is just shortening my life !

My life is so so so SCREWED !
I'm a daft! cannot be help .

Hahaha . _l_

Lols .
Has been going gym and badminton recently .
Having aches everywhere):
PAIN EVERYWHERE, OH MY TIAN AR!!
Tml chalet at downtown . (:
drink drink drink .
Wooots~

Whatever .
Sux la, everything just sux la .

I don't want birthday to come la .
Isn't it happier and better if people do not have birthday, so they won't know their age and they won't realise they are getting older and oler ):
God, I don't want to grow older ):



P.S:I don't know what to do anymore :/
Let me do what I want as I've let you do what you want.
Neither do you know what is trust all about :/

don't blame them (:
Cause I didn't blame you, I'm lazy to care (:
Don't worry .
If you did nothing wrong, you won't be angry .
Don't worry, No one knows what you did . only god knows (:
So, if you think you hadn't let me down, just be it . ^^
I'll treat as nothing happen .
Listen and remember , thats all .
Till you tell me yourself one day .
No need to get so aggitated .
Wait for you to confess all, and not People to tell me (:

Not trying to pick a fight, relax...

What is love?
Is there such thing as 爱一个人又带一点恨 .
Haha . wondering ~
I felt this~

这街上太拥挤
This street is too crowded

太多人有秘密
Too many people with secrets

玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
At the glass, there's the fog hidden from it

你脸上的情绪
The sulky face of yours

在还原那场雨
Is completing that rain

这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
This street is simply too narrow to return to the story

这日子不再绿
These days are not green anymore

又斑驳了几句
Just a few word exchanges

剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
I'm left alone in the house, with half-filled memories

电影院的座椅
The seats in the cinema

隔遥远的距离
Are separated far by distance

感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
Feelings with no partner is a game of chess you played by yourself

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
it's still too late to carefully write down your concern

描述我如何愛你
Describing how I love you

你却微笑的离我而去
Yet you leave me away with a smile


Chorus:

这感觉已经不对
This feeling is not right anymore

我努力在挽回
I tried hard to retrieve

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
A bit feeling of care that I didn't give

你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微
The many wish from your lips is very petty and low

在妥协是我忽略
I neglected to compromise it

你不过要人陪
However you want some company

哦这感觉已经不对
ahh, This feeling is not right anymore

我最后才了解
I'm the last to understand

一页页不忍翻阅的情节
Looking through the pages of circumstances which cannot be endured

你好累
You're so tired

你默背为我掉过几次泪
You have silently cried behind my back for so many times

多憔悴
So shallow

而我心碎你受罪你的美
Yet my heart breaks and you accepted my sin, your beauty

我不配
I'm not worthy





Finally, I understand the whole song thanks to the translation?
Hmmmz . somehow I guess this song suit me?
Haha . crazy~

nothing much today . slack slack slack .
I hope no one will fetch u home anymore, especially till ur doorstep .
No one know what happened .
You can pretend nothing happen when i ask u to tell me everything . o.O
I love gossiping nowadays . (:
More information, past that I don't know .
Don't worry, I won't bring any of it up.
I'll just listen and remember and smile (:
Many thing I'll just hear from people bahs .
Today heard one more thing . hahahahas .
oh ya. Might be going zouk on the 26th(:



从谎言开始的恋爱会幸福吗?

Suppose to go bedok simpang but overslept . LOLS! okok la, predictable . Hmmz, woke up around 4+ and when off to meet Baby and co at 444 around 5+ . Sat there slacked and talk cock till 6 . Me, Baby and Khalid then headed to downtown , while the rest go their own ways . At ehub, walk walk walk, DARN IT! My slipper strap broke . The very kind and helpful Khalid went to buy supper glue while me and Baby slowly walk to mac . Eat, slack and smoke . After that, suggested to play pool and off we went . Played for 2hr+ . Went to arcade to find the rest(many people o.O) and played daytona as I very long didn't play arcade . Baby so hyper today ^^ around 12 plus, send her down to take cab . All of us went to cheers to get some things . Slacked at foodcourt outside and settle some problem . FCUK IT SIA!! Girls nowadays like to lie . _l_ settled everything and mac to get drinks, slack . Many pretty girls today (: Hahahahs . Home sweet Home around 5.30 . Bored~ and here I am blogging . My baby pang seh me again and went to her lalaland ): Later driving at 9 (: weeeeee~ LANCER EX, I'm coming again. Wahahahah!!!

Baby , I miss you .
Do treat me good and dun lie to me ok?
SUDDENLY, I felt lucky, you're unlike those other girls .
Hopefully I'm right about you ok? >.<

I love you sososo much <333333333
Nothing can be compared ^^

I MISS YOUR KISS AND YOUR HUG T.T
SIMPLY, YOUR EVERYTHING!!
I LOVE YOU, MY LOVE!!!

Today is 090909 (: special date . And...
Happy 7th month anniversaries , BABY . I love you .

Today, slack slack slack . Wanted to go club with girlfriend and panda, but decided not to go in the end, cause tomorrow is me and baby's anni, don't want make her angry , and such a nice date la 090909 dun want to "spoil" this date . so, waited for Baby, drink again . There are justina, germain, nigel, edward, sixian and james . Lols . Yesterday, was abit tipsy and left Baby alone while I went to sleep . Something happened to her. Bi ar , so stupid, why didnt wake me up, could have saved you . HAHAHAHAHS . TSKTSK . Had a small lil tiff with baby just now, I shan't care anymore (: Glad that the both of us are happy with our own freedom, I'm gonna slowly get mine too >:( . nothing much to post le la . AH~ u back le . AHAHAHAHAHS .


I've got nothing to say .
I'll cherish you too, my darling .
<333333333 happy 7th months anniversaries .
I LOVE YOU.

OMG!!! I think I fall in love again . Awwwww . She is damn hot la .
Nong Poy . A thai . She is sososo sexy, sososo hot, sososo pretty . <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2SREJOj5aU4&feature=fvst

Awwwww, so damn hot . BUT!!! BUT!!! BUT!!!!!
"She" was once a man !!! Oh my gosh! That's why I admire her/him .
I think I going outta mind!!
hmmz . transsexuals can also be superstar?!?!

HE IS A THAI BABE!!! WEET YOUUU WEET~~

Wah , most of those thai "ladyboys" damn hot sia . O.O
Why singapore don't have ):
I don't mind having a ah gua as my 2nd wife . HAHAHAHAHS!!!! <3

Those angmoh girls went under some surgery and insert Male's hormones
wondering are they bungs or boy sia ?!?!
Ninabei, totally look like guy sia!!! cool man!!!
They fcuking yandao sia .


I think I fall in love with the "transsexuals" . LOLs .
Imagine I really got a wife, and she tells me, "I was a boy in the past". #$%^#%#$ simi lj!! I sure heart-attack die wan lo .
Imagine I really got a husband, and he tells me, " I was a girl in the past" . I think I won't scold "him" , I will give one tight slap across "his" face and say "I last time also a bung, nabei!!" You think wad, PB ar?!?!?! "
LOLS . Scary sia . O.O

nothing much to blog . went drinking with Babygirl, girlfriend and co at 444 . Lols . Hmmz . sianz . found one or two old pictures from my previous blog . LOLS . Later gonna play pool with baby . (: What I did was right(: no more thinking, no worries, no jealousy (: lastly, NO QUARREL!! hahahahs . *3cheers* Gonna win her again tmr . hehehes .

Freedom

Will you love me like how you used to loved me ?
The answer is in your heart, answer yourself truthfully .
Be it good or bad, its still your answer (:
You can't lie to yourself .
Hope that we will enjoy our 7th months anni TOGETHER .
I am trying not to care so much already as I've reflected myself alot today (:
I guess I care for you too much .
I'm gonna give you back your freedom .
I've been sleeping and dreaming for these few months and its time for me to wake up!! Heees .
From today onwards, I'll allow you to do whatever you want, whatever you like and meet anyone. I won't and don't want to care anymore ^^ best choice ya? you happy, I also happy .
Just know your limit and try not to let me down . (:
My dear, I trust you .
In everything that you do, don't need tell or report to me anymore . I'm not interested in anything you do anymore , cause sometime is not really good to be curious as it might lead you to many misunderstandings and tiffs .
Only let me know once you've reach home or about to sleep . That's all . Its just a simple task ^^
Things will be easier for us and maybe better . Just a simple life will do, no more fantasy and fairy tales ending! Everything STOP! once and for all .
Damn sway this year, maybe its just the beginning ><"
I'm gonna let go abit (: Hope things won't get out of hand, even in future it really gets out of hand, its also my path of choice, blame no one . (:
I CAN DO IT! I'M CONFIDENT! So long didn't get my confidence back le . FINALLY!! ^^
Imma GOOD and UNDERSTANDING bung ! HOHOHOHO! o.<


My lovely Baby, I love you, do you ?
This time, show me . Actions speak louder than words.
This time, I didn't doubt your love cause I trust you . (:
please be more civilise abit and stop all the vulgarities, bad girl . You want me to spank you hard hard ar . ><"

I don't feel good ):
Sososo unhappy . sososo angry . sososo sad .
You all, stupid boys shouldn't even have start the conversation .
But be it true or not, I don't wish to know .
Cause that was wad u heard from outsider , and not him .
Anyway,sould have even notice that in the past .
Never-mind . Thanks for telling me anyway -.-
Let the past be the the past . Tsk -.-
walauuuuuu~ ):
SHITHOLES . Make me can't get to sleep ):
Anyway, love u many many la qin ai de xiao fling . HAHAHAHAHS!!! and maverick-.-
I'll make you see my blog!! hahahah!!
You should feel honored ley!!! but u still make me feel sad today . ):

I'm like finally getting better, and yet,
haissssss.... yesterday was enough, today again-.-
better in time? I don't think so .
sure got pple make me tink back . TMD!!

Btw, somethings are untrue I guess?
They are jealous and want to make me angry with her, I suppose ?
Want to Tiao Bo Li Jian??
So lame . I only believe my dream . Lols .
okok . no more information of the past ok???!!!!
EVERYONE STOP YOUR NONSENSE CAN ?!?!
I'M TRYING VERY HARD TO GAIN MY TRUST IN HER !!!
EVERYTHING ENDS HERE, TODAY, RIGHT NOW , THIS MOMENT !!
STOP BEING OBSTICLES, CAN? ALL FAGGORTTTSSSSSSSS!!!!!
IRRITATING PESTS!!



Karma~ (: im waiting worzxz . Is this the best?

Zhang Jin Xuan - Hurt so Bad

Things are getting better for you cause I make an effort .
But what about me?
Understand me more can?
You love the past that much, you want go back ba .
I won't want to go back .
Did you really realise your mistake? I'm starting to doubt ):
I did nothing wrong this time . NOT AT ALL.


JOKE OF THE DAY! so sia sway. u didnt give me face.

Thanks* Yea . Imma clown . stupid, foolish, silly, heartbroken clown . LOLs .

http://www.squidoo.com/regressionpastlife

I'm very interested . How I wish I know my past life . I want to know . I wonder were you in my past life too? lols . I know I think too much . But everything was such a coincidence . EVERYTHING!!

Do you.......
......recall memories of a past lifetime?
......have a loved one that constantly hurts you emotionally?
......have difficulty resolving issues with a friend, family member or with your child?
......in your mind's eye keep seeing yourself as a child dressed in clothing of another time era?
......have fears or phobias where you can't point to the causes?
......keep getting strange images of people and places in your dreams or while you are awake?
......have strong attachments to certain people, places and things?

You are not alone. You may have lived before.
Past Life Regression can help you to understand these experiences and allow you to resolve any issues that may be linked to them.

Walau . scary sia . o.O u all got happen before not . tmd . interesting sia .

Our own actions or causes that started in another lifetime comes back to us in this lifetime as an effect through the relationships that we form with friends, family members, loved ones and spouses. And these people may have lived in those previous lifetimes with us. Karma is the subject matter and regression is the modality by which we study it. Instead of taking many lifetimes to learn something we can learn it in this lifetime .

really meh?!?! like fun sia . If I have a choice, I would want to learn that skill and bring people back to the past too . At least they know what , why and how their karma came about this lifetime . If they did wrong thing past life, tell them to apologize and everything will turn out better .
COOL , man . Where to learn T.T

The term deja vu is French and means, literally, "already seen." Those who have experienced the feeling describe it as an overwhelming sense of familiarity with something that shouldn't be familiar at all. Say, for example, you are traveling to England for the first time. You are touring a cathedral, and suddenly it seems as if you have been in that very spot before. Or maybe you are having dinner with a group of friends, discussing some current political topic, and you have the feeling that you've already experienced this very thing -- same friends, same dinner, same topic.
As much as 70 percent of the population reports having experienced some form of deja vu. A higher number of incidents occurs in people 15 to 25 years old than in any other age group.
Several psychoanalysts attribute deja vu to simple fantasy or wish fulfillment, while some psychiatrists ascribe it to a mismatching in the brain that causes the brain to mistake the present for the past. Many parapsychologists believe it is related to a past-life experience.

Life is so interesting!!! HAHAHAHAHS .
But seriously I want learn la ):

Living in fear

Hmmz . If you didn't ask me "u want to continue living in fear", I didn't even realise that at all . Want to go enjoy, but scared . Want to leave her with others, but scared she wont return to me again like the past . I trust no one . LOLS . I'm seriously living in FEAR , I should say? In the past, so confident, whatever I want to do, I do . Now I can't . I think alot . The more I trust, the more disappointments I'll get . I rather not to trust anyone, especially people who are the closest to me . LOLS . I envy you and your people nothing to think and just enjoy . (: Someone give me one tight slap please !! Wake me up .
I hate this feeling . I want to be like a normal guy/bung go around doing wadever they like . but..........

youguyswontknowwhatwillhappentoherorwhatshewilldotomeagain................
idontwishtoknowiwillrathernotgoanywhereandobedientlyandfaithfullystaybyherside
justsaymehumjiscaredheroriamherdogorwhateveridontmindcauseiagreeiamhumjionlyscaredofher
youguyswontunderstandmaybeiamachangedpersonandyouguysdidntexperiencethepainihadbefore...

You should feel happy that things won't be the same anymore and things are getting better and their are going your way because I learnt my lessons, I would rather give in and make you feel happier than Gameover . Don't worry about me as long as you are happy . I know I am hurting myself and keeping away my own freedom, but just to keep you by my side and exchange for a smile of yours, its all worthwhile . Because ILoveYou . So don't worry about the "never be the same again" because we are living in the present , not the past . Future? I don't want to know . let the past be with me and not you . I won't let things be the same again cause I gonna make it better . im sorry . Say whatever you like, scold more . Its not that I didn't notice , I did but I'm scared . seriously . Each day I fall deeper and deeper for you, my heart says"jialat, jit bai xi liao". How can I forgive and forget . But my heart tells me to . I don't want to quarrel . Do what you like, scold all you want . I won't scold you or lay a finger on you anymore . I'll just shut up and let you scold, beat or scream at . YES! I KNOW! I AGREE! I'M A COWARD! ONLY TOWARDS YOU!