To Philene:
I'm sorry to hit you just now . Truly sorry . But I really don't wish you to blurt out my feelings to Mantou . I don't want you to scold her . What she want to do to me, I accept the punishment . Karma . Last time I play girls, Now I finally know how they feel . So you don't blame Mantou . I deserve it . Don't scold her anymore . Want scold , scold me, I'm the one in fault , bringing me those troubles to myself . I know you want to help me very much . Thanks SISTER. I love you alot , I'll buy nice nice Elmo for you on your birthday . (:
To Baby:
What Philene say is true . I know nothing but cry . For the 3 days, I may seems to be happy outside but actually I'm crying inside . I lied to you again say I go walk walk alone but actually I went to meet Serene . But all she do was sit down quietly and see me cry . I swear . I'm not as strong as other bungs or guy . But My love to you is very strong . You ask me wait .Yes, I'll be waiting . I promise . And what I've said to you just now, do you remember? Or are you drunk and just playing along with me? If you can recall, all those things I said are true . Many memories . Too much for me to forget . Don't blame Philene for shouting at you OK? She is just trying to help me . She is young, she don't know anything about love life . Me and Philene will be waiting . I'll be waiting for you . Sorry to let you see me cry and make you heart pain again but I've been bearing it for very long already, I cannot take it anymore thats why I broke down . Wanted to tell you all those things for last 3 days in msn, but don't know how to tell you. I scared I'll spoil your mood and the chances of us getting back together will be lesser and lesser . I'm sorry . I love you . I still want to hug and kiss you . Will you? Promise me and I'll promise you . (:
To 418:
Thanks for being there for me when I need you guys . Sharing my joy together and sorrow together . Thanks for wiping my tears when I cried . Thanks for being there to listen to me nag when I felt stress . Thanks for making me laugh when I'm feeling sad . Thanks for being there for me whenever I need you guys . Thanks for entertaining me when I'm feeling bored . Thanks for consoling me when I feel lost . I LOVE YOU GUYS!! Big THANKS to the 418 . (: Our brothership will not be broken . (: THANKS!
I love Philene, Babygirl mantou and the 418s! and not forgetting my family la duh~ -.-