Went to seashell park nowadays . Hmmmz . I don't know what I really want . Life w/o Sam is damn bored , so dead . Hais . Was quite shocked when she came to me but wasn't really happy as she call me Phebe . 不.习惯 . But nvm . Sooner or later also must xi guan . Yepps . Tried to be cold to Sam and thought it would be easier to let go of her but the fact is not . DAMN! Many people keep asking me many many stupid questions . Please people, stop asking . ><" You guys won't understand . Yepps . Everything is my fault I know . -.- Then? Whats done has done . I'm trying my very best to 拿得起,放得下 . Give me time . Time heals everything bah . Everything also have to 慢慢来. 旧的不去,新的不来(forgot which idiot told me that)
Imissyoualot,Idoubtyouknowthat
Ihaverealisemymistake
Ihaveregretted
Icantlivewithoutyou
ButIguessIgottoletgoofyou
Icantbesoselfish,
Thankslove.