nonono!!

Sick ,Sick, SICK! Argh! So super duper xinku la . Never felt like this since last year when I'm with serene. Today no where else but 418 . Everyday also 418 , bored bored BORED!!! We need to change place la . T.T Actually, sick not bad eh? Can slim down bahs , no appetite to eat lo . Whatever i ate,i'll puke all out . Xue te! Waste mummy and papa's money to buy food lo . Papa, Mummy , Me and phyllis are all sick . Lols, cool uh! I need to quit smoking . I need to cut down on drinking! I need to go gym to do some work out! I've been so unhealthy! Ugh! I need to find a new job! I need to change my appearance! Argh! Which means I've to dye my hair black, close my piercings and stop cutting fancy hairstyle . Awwwwww ,cannot la !! I haven't try my blone ash colour ,side skin head mohok leh, hhahahah . Everyday so sian . keep doing the same thing . Slack, smoke, see them play basketball, sing song, u see me and i see u . hais . ><" sian la .If this carry on,i'll go crazy man!! Everyday sit under the same block,with the same people and doing the same old thing everyday.Tell me who won't get sick of it.But,whatever!!! HAHAS!! "ah boy ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,when are you coming out,you say will faster come out ,you bluff me lo.You say you will bring me touch up our tattoo together and bring me go geylang de lor.Hmmmmm..nevermind,4 more years to go.Oh ya,me and baby's 3monthsary coming T.T The worst is,i haven't saved money$$$ .Hopefully,on friday, i can get to work.At least its a 50dollar note that i get,can bring her go bugis street buy a some clothes.If not,just imagine our 3 month,we'll be celebrating it under the fucking void deck.Its a NO NO NO !!!~ Ahhhhhhhhhhhh,I hate this kinda life,its totally killing me for god sake.To bungs and guys,money is everything.No money no girlfriend,no life den hide at home sua.