woke up in the evening , meet baby and co went to teddies , slacked, send baby to downtown, ying happened to be at lounge with jodie and mark , so i went over to meet them . drank only a cup of tar-ki-la(duno how to spell). me and ying went over to 418 to meet the rest and we headed to 444 . eat and slack . our laughter was all over the kopitiam . tsktsk . like our house like that . hmmmz . kinda quarral with baby over small thing . didnt reply her cause is a small matter . ANGRY!!!
knn. u don't like me to comapare u with other girls , i didn't already . but you? take other bung for ur example . you think i like? these days, though i very stress , i still tried my fcuking best to make u happy, not to make you angry or sad , be stong and act happy infront of u, try not to think too much in front of you, put up a fake smile . many many things happened , i'm just putting on a mask , keep u accompany when i already found a job . pls . dun take me for granted . i treat u veri veri veri veri gampua good le . seriously . u trust me . oh . you trust me . u claim that you trust me . if u trust me , u won't even say if u meet that who-so-ever how would i think and feel and blah blah blah . i'm speechless . really speechless . hais~ think wad ever u wan to think bahs . went to teddies almost every week . u think i happy at there???!!! see the who-so-ever???? u said she was my ex . urs? ex-fling?? got any different? exfling=exgf . u hold ur fling's hands before? hug? kiss? french kiss? huh? got? jus ask urself got anot . girlfriend is just a status . and wow!!! can u believe it anot? i'm facing ur exfling almost everyday la sia!!!!! wooohoooo~ and did u get to see my exgf almost everyday ??!!! suiiiii lah . if u were to really sit down and think about what i've said, put urself in my shoes . i think u had already breakdown . u will be thinking . knnccb . walan eh , an zhua lim pei gini an ni sway ar?? ccb , kena bedok hq, so many daiji, kena cid screen 2 tyms in a week(first time in my life) , cantoment, SSB , street wise progamme, curfew, owe people money, close cheek piercing, quarral with girlfriend many many time, broke off once, family problem . eh still got many many la hor . if u were me i think u'll cry until sibei jialat liao lo . so what? bung not a girl ar?? but i'm different for them ok . i rearly cry in front of others lor .