2nd day w/o you

ubin plan was cancled, many people dua us . in the end only me, ahliang, andrew and adam meet up 8am in morning . we stone under void deck like some ahhais . den we went to central and a block near her house "shoot balls" tsktsk . andrew lost 20 bucks, ahliang lost 60bucks . i lost 3bucks?? lols . after that, went home to change clothes, reuben and marcus tagged along and we went to fetch philene and zoey . tmd . sway kena screening by police under a void deck beside loyang sec. headed to coffee express eat, slack, went to rc , gambled to pass time . saw her, feeling happy but angry at the same time . duno have to explain . so cold wars . nothing much to talk . after that, we went downtown eat and chilled at pasir ris park . singing like ahhai . noone entertain mi . sing till troat pain den stop . hmmz . veri tired . slept there . woke up, due to insufficient sleep, i've got no mood, and i became hot tempered . hais . tsktsk . i think for the whole afternoon . i didnt mean to treat u cold de . i wanted to tell u i'm sorry . shouldn't been so harsh . promises are meant to be kept . i'll keep my promise . hope everything is not too late . but, i cant say it out . duno y . like got balls stuck at my troat . tsk . still i'm sorry . sigh~


i miss u(:
i love u(:
im happy to be wif u(:
see u smile(:
hear u sing(:
though i may be just right beside u
but i just duno how to face u
im so humji so useless):
sigh~):