1st day w/o you

Meet up with the same group at 418 .Headed to whitesand to transfer money . Went to econ to buy drinks .Felt abit tipsy . Went to teddies . Saw her . Saddening la siol . on and on and on . Home sweet home (: palau ubin tomorrow . -.- (idunevenfeellikegoinglo) but they ask me to have the "wow!! palau ubin!! yays!! so excited!!" the expression . and they are like some sua gu who has nvr been there, nvr cycle, nvr sit boat, nvr kena bite by mosquitoes before like that . some can even ask mi lame question :

1. eh i ask u ar , got shan zhu anot ? (wild boar)
2. den hor , go there by what huh?
3. go there need passport anot huh?
4. is that(pulau ubin) in singapore?
5. last question , go there use wad money? sgd or riggit huh?


ha~~ha~~ so lame . they soooooo cute . they dun allow me to slp . scared i will late cause we are moving off at 7am?? sot de . -.-




i'll be there for you if you need me (: i duno wad are we now . lols .

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days felt like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side


When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Did you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do


When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Did you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here foreverI know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted it was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me

Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

shit

hais . nothing to say . flings . tsk . eyes swell, fever . pop many many panadols . faster die!!!!!!! kinda she bu de, guess i'm too harsh le . i'm missing her . but nvm . guess it's really over . PHEBE ONG!!! NA DE QI FANG DE XIA!! time heals everything . hmmmz . bored .

EXPLODING IN PROGRESS~

woke up in the evening , meet baby and co went to teddies , slacked, send baby to downtown, ying happened to be at lounge with jodie and mark , so i went over to meet them . drank only a cup of tar-ki-la(duno how to spell). me and ying went over to 418 to meet the rest and we headed to 444 . eat and slack . our laughter was all over the kopitiam . tsktsk . like our house like that . hmmmz . kinda quarral with baby over small thing . didnt reply her cause is a small matter . ANGRY!!!


knn. u don't like me to comapare u with other girls , i didn't already . but you? take other bung for ur example . you think i like? these days, though i very stress , i still tried my fcuking best to make u happy, not to make you angry or sad , be stong and act happy infront of u, try not to think too much in front of you, put up a fake smile . many many things happened , i'm just putting on a mask , keep u accompany when i already found a job . pls . dun take me for granted . i treat u veri veri veri veri gampua good le . seriously . u trust me . oh . you trust me . u claim that you trust me . if u trust me , u won't even say if u meet that who-so-ever how would i think and feel and blah blah blah . i'm speechless . really speechless . hais~ think wad ever u wan to think bahs . went to teddies almost every week . u think i happy at there???!!! see the who-so-ever???? u said she was my ex . urs? ex-fling?? got any different? exfling=exgf . u hold ur fling's hands before? hug? kiss? french kiss? huh? got? jus ask urself got anot . girlfriend is just a status . and wow!!! can u believe it anot? i'm facing ur exfling almost everyday la sia!!!!! wooohoooo~ and did u get to see my exgf almost everyday ??!!! suiiiii lah . if u were to really sit down and think about what i've said, put urself in my shoes . i think u had already breakdown . u will be thinking . knnccb . walan eh , an zhua lim pei gini an ni sway ar?? ccb , kena bedok hq, so many daiji, kena cid screen 2 tyms in a week(first time in my life) , cantoment, SSB , street wise progamme, curfew, owe people money, close cheek piercing, quarral with girlfriend many many time, broke off once, family problem . eh still got many many la hor . if u were me i think u'll cry until sibei jialat liao lo . so what? bung not a girl ar?? but i'm different for them ok . i rearly cry in front of others lor .

HEYHEY(:
right now im at baby's house blogging for her,ovviously she's lazy again.
HAHAS! Went to meet baby and co at ard 11 plus,andrew and adam went for a hair cut.
Headed to loyang secondary to fetch zoey and philene.Trimmed my eyebrow today (: hehes!
We'll be going to reuben's condo again later.GYM ~ Baby's sitting right beside me now,looking at what im blogging,what a sicko! She's hugging her pillow and lying on her bed like a fugggging pig.
She claims that she hate me,But deep down inside i know she loves me(: HOHOHO!
I think i shall stop here for the time being.Its her turn to blog tonight,im not gonna help her blog anymore,hahas! Byebye :D

Bunnie(:

Faster come back ):
Im sleeping soon,so tired.
&& I miss you alot lor,hais!
Bad boy,maple here maple there.
Tell maple to be your girlfriend la!
Bleahhhhxzxzxzxzxzxzxzzxzxzxzxzx XP

Today,i will do phebe ong a favour,and that is to help her blog(: Because she's out now.
Tsktsk,today she stayed at home and mapled the whole day.Until when its 8 ,She came to
meet us and we went townpark for dinner.Walked to 418 and slacked for awhile then went home.Its such a short day today.No fun at all,i only get to see her for less than 3 hours lor,
Tmd! She is very cute(: She just close one side of her cheek piercing because its damn swollen and infection i guess.She claims that she don't look cute anymore without the cheek piercing.What crap!hahas(: To me,she is always cute .And phebe ong likes to use this face -.- ALOT!! I don't know what so nice about that fcuk face,hahas! Although i use it sometime but not as often as her.Two days ago,she just trimmed her hair and eyebrow too.Vain baby i have,hahas! I think i shall stop here,i got nothing else to write,no more topics(: HAHAS!


Your baobei bunnie♥♥
I love you (:


Photos yesterday(:




You see?!! I never lie,she likes to bully me alot(:


She likes to act cute also.




Look at her fcuk face man !

USELESS ME

sian ar . came back from cantoment with papa and guess what . aku kena curfew bodoh !! puki mak dia!! -.- 6 months sia . knn . still have to attend what bloody shit programmes . kns . weekdays 5am-8pm .I thought weekend can go out play . knn . no lo . lagi jialat sia . weekends 5am- fucking hell 3pm la . wad am i suppose to do for the whole day at home -.-??? shit . and it last for 6 FUCKING MONTHS!! how how how ?? i'm not worried about anything else except for baby . tsk . cannot go out wif her , cb . is like fucking unfair to me la . that was like ages since i last joined gang , hmmmz . about the year of 2005?Till now den catch me . -.- knnbccb . nothing better to do sia . hmmz . after that meet baby and zoey at ws . kfc, slacked, cam-whore,smoke and went to lavander as i promise baby to get something for her . tsk . after took the thing, mrt-ed back to pasir ris, meet ahliang, khalid, reuben, james and philene, went to teddies, talk cock, smoked, a kaka(worm like) crawled up to zoey leg, she and baby screamed at the top of thier lungs . tsktsk o.O went to rc to slacked, guess baby too tired till she fell asleep on my shoulder. -.- (but for awhile) hmmz . damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn dman damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn STRESS!!!

baby.
u should really consider about wad i've said this afternoon . seriously . until i get my freedom back, we'll get back together . i hope u can find someone to pei u, take care of u and importantly love u lo . -.- i know, 6 months very fast . but is to u all . and not me . y not u ask darrel , julius and ahliang they all , for them, is their 6 months fast anot . -.- i know i have a selfish thinking . but wei le ni hao wad . is just my thinking and i only ask u to consider about it . i nvr say its a must for u to leave me horrrrrr!!! i'm just telling you my opinion nia . so , hope u understand .

IMISSYOU

418 slacked . Reubun owes mi 12bucks . lols . Baby came down around 7pm. oh ya . went gym yesterday . My hands and legs are still trembling la cans . tsk . Too long didn't work out le . Drink drink drink . Baby pop 3 to 4 panadols and drank 2 bottles cause i guess she wanted to get high , in the end she really did -.- haha . AHLIANG IS A FUCKING MORON WHO LOVES TO USE VIOLENCE!! PEOPLE AROUND THAT IDIOT PLEASE BEWARE!! .HAHA! tmd!! my whole body aching la . Brought my dog down for a walk , lols . Zoey and Philene chased her like hell but not bad uh, can slim down ma , haha . Went home with philene, baby and zoey . Zoey pat me and baby to sleep . Shiok,haha . Baby went home at 1 plus going 2am , So late le .I can't get to sleep due to an appointment i'm having at cantoment later . arghhhh . Have to report at 10am , shit ! Meeting baby after that to buy something , tsk!! 开心就好. 为了你我什么都愿意做. Hais , but i'll help you for this time only hor . Haven't slept for the whole day , its just only a few hours after we bid goodbye , i'm missing you already . You bloody pig, sleep sleep sleep !! Hangover -.- Excuses . Shall meet you later my baobei (:

Slept quite late yesterday.Today,met the others and slacked while waiting for bunnie.
End up she woke up at 7pm,so obviously she didn't turn up.Went drinking with rebecca just now and my head is killing me man!!PAIN!~ ): Went home after that.
Tomorrow,meeting zoey and bunnie ard 2 plus.We're going lavendar to buy some stuffs.
Bunnie so irritating,keep pestering me to buy that thing for her.She can't buy it cause she's still underage.HAHAS!! Actually i didn't agree and i won't allow her to buy it.But no choice,as long as she's happy,so do i.It's the first and last time im helping her.Don't ask me what's that thing :D

I miss my bunnie alot alot ):

Today, baby came to my house and waited for me to get ready.Went to downtown because
philene wants to get something from Watsons.Headed to 418,slack and send bunnie out to take cab home.Went home awhile and meet Wan at my house downstairs.I intend to chiong my maple tonight,so i went home early(: I'm watching "Marley and me" later on (: hahas~!


MY Bunnie and me (:


Webcam with baby and she snapshot me in the labtop-.-
She thinks that its cute leh.



I love my babygirl

PROMISES

woke up at 5 plus today . haha . bad habbit now . sleep in the morning and wake up close to evening . meet up wif baby and co . slack slack slack . wanna find job le . maybe closing my cheeks piercing . quitting smoking by june, still got 2 and a half months more . ): baby . we'll last long long right? hopefully ba . yesterday dreamt that we broke off again . knn tmd ccb . scare the shit out of me. fcuking scary la cans . T.T tsktsk . nothing can break us up . i promise wont make u angry . wont throw temper . wont scold u for nothing . wont vent anger on u and wont bully u anymore . i'll care for u, love u , dote u, treasure u more and i'll learn to give in . (: really . trust me . dun say its rouma hor . -.-

sam, i miss u =.=

Slept at 11 noon and woke up at 7.30 evening? shiok . hais . stress over something which dun wanna blog out . tsk . talk to boon , he oso stress . jio ah liang went for drinking . hmmmz . baby went off with zoey): .after drinking , went home to charge fone and went down again =.= went to meet andrew and co. they are always there for me, they know i'm stress, they try to help mi solve my problem and they never fail to make me laugh like some retarded. stupid andrew and adam . two funny idiots . after i went home, the guys start their GOSSIPPING about someone, and jus nice i hate that someone. haha. msn wif baby and chatted on fone wif andrew . =.= we two guys are like some "san gu liu po" gossipping about the same person . haha . you miss my girl? i doubt my girl will miss u! how? sadded ar . go home cry like how u used to la. dun come miss here miss there love u here love u there la . lame . people duwan u le stick to her for wad . don't u fucking understand ? FLABBIE AND MANTOU IS ATTACHED ???!!! =.= since 090209 ok????!!!! understood?




if you can treat her better den i do,
i'll be happy for her and i'll leave her .
but if u can't, den pls fcuk off .
like what me and andrew always says ,

" THIONGSTER NEVER DIE , HONGSTER ALL DIEDIE , HONGSTER KAN NI NA BEH PHUA CHEE BYE"

SHE'S MY GIRL!

hypocrites = one who puts on a mask and feigns himself to be what he is not . this post goes out to all people . if u let me know, u trying to hong my girl, i'll give you hell . u can try , stop testing my patience seriously . every patience got their own limit . i dun care if u belong to city , town or kampung. wan test power? u wan fake i oso can fake . People out there listen up , wan snatch my girl, come find me straight talk face to face . samantha won't like humji people . samantha ng jun is mine . wan to hong her wait long long . we'll last !! remember not happy come straight to me . lols . grow up . wad u all wan say u all say . u think i give it a damn? lols . suck it la .

I LOVE YOUUUUUUU.

conflicts

ytsd was having fun msning and using web with my baby . DEN!!! nigel and adam called mi! guess what . jutina got daiji . lame sia . for the safety for my group of guys , (andrew, adam, nigel, quek, teo, maverick and boon) ,i tagged along . we cycled to tamp which is near springfield . daiji goes on and on and on till around 3am?? reached tamp at 1am . 2 hrs sia the daiji . we saw a guy kena clomb . wow . big size . he PBT . cool man . we cycled back to downtown , ate breakfast, and cycle at pasir ris park to elias again . hmmz . otw , quek di di siao siao, he jump off the bicycle for fun!!! the bike was uncontrolled and clash straight to teo's leg . poor teo got so fed up . he threw his bicycle on ground and stared furiously at quek . tsktsk . but didn whack quek . teo is a nice person (: ok . after everything, on the way back to 418, boon disturb nigel using alvina's name . den he was unhappy so he disiao boon wif bo geh . andrew play along . they didn noe boon very dulan . when we reach 418 he pushed nigel and they fought . after that andrew reach 418, boon push andrew and they fought .=.= maverick hugg boon from the back and boon elbowed maverick's head . tsktsk . when he settling things wif nigel and andrew, maverick help them talk, boon not happy and said " none of ur business" maverick replied " ta shi wo ge ge" lols . den he jio maverick fight, he accepted . but nigel blocked boon . boon ask him siam and nigel said "ta shi wo didi leh" mi and the rest was like =.= wowwwwwww~ brotherly love sia . haha . but they manage to sort things out . the four of them shook hands and hugg . we are all together de . any xim peh just talk things out . its just a misunderstanding . andrew all regretted and felt sorry .
IN THE END, HAPPY ENDING!!!!! WE ARE STRONG . LOLS.

ILOVEMYBABYGIRL

slept at 7am ystd morning and woke up at 3? lols . so tiring la . meet wan , reuben, khalid and serene at 418. cried cried cried!! they see mi bad mood , khalid was the best la . he offered me to go his house and drink . we took quite a number of shots . drink drank drunk ! worst den beer lo =.= okay~ i was knock out . reuben and khalid help me home . hahah . sleep until 10+ until when baby suddenly called me . shock . lazy to teddies de lo . but baby cried . =.= took my haro and chiong ar!!!! reach teddies she hugg mi and cry . hmmmz . tio stunn sia . den jiu ok le . everything happen in one day , but it seems like one month to me .


babygirl . i'm sorry
i promise i wont make u
cry anymore .
it hurts alot to see u cry.
i blame myself for everything
i hate myself
dui bu qi . ):
wohaishihenainide
ni zhi dao ma?
ni dui wo zhen de hen zhong yao!!

wo broke up !! pple hu wanna go for her . go ahead . thx . u were no longer mine baby . right . we shall be frens ya?? hmmmz . just wanna let u noe i will wait for u . but i wun promise to wait for u . byebye my love . i wun be blogging anymore . bye pple . ((:

SIAN~

yes ar!! finally my maple lvl 38 le . chiong ar !!! and ya . got one mage with the ign "2005rox" sibei guai lan, so.... i jio that fker come out talk . he said he heard 418 before . =.= zzzzzz. suck it la . which means later on got daiji, yes ar..... oh ya!! ystd was papa b'dae . lols . first time so guai went home so early to eat and celebrate . after that still went out as usual =.= oh ya !! my babygirl pang seh mi yesterday lo . shit siol . duno wan angry or sad la . tmd . today met her like less den 3hrs? aiya . nvm la .she happy can liao =.= grrrr... tak layan la . tsk . nvm . after i went home , guess wad , i came out again (: this tym is outing with the guys(teo, andrew, adam, ahboon, maverick & nigel) . we went cycling at farmway . so fun la . they nvr failed to make me laugh . we kena chase by 4~8 BIG dogs . but in the end andrew chase them away . hahaha . so funny can . after that we slack at west plaza . and cycle back . HOME SWEET HOME~

Hello(: im flabbie.
Im so bored today,so i wore philene's shirt out.I like~
Met my babygirl,she's so cute.
My baby girl is always cute,cuter then me(:
I love to act cute in front of her,then she'll slapped me.
Wahahahaha!!I love to eat.I love to sleep.
I love to maple.I love to smoke.BUT,hm...
i love my babygirl the most(:

And here's a picture of her(:
So adorable!!~



Thats all for today,byebye(:

1st month anniversary

hmmmz . so late le . i still cant get to sleep . I guess i'm having middle-of-the-night insomia . tsktsk . lets talk about just now . hmmz . was mapling since i woke up, reuben came to my house duno for what , haha , see me maple? finally lvl 32 within3 days . hahahhaha . after that, babygirl came up too . (: went to downtown , babygirl bought me a pair of havanias sandals . so happy la can? but i like to act cool . thanks . i love the gift but duh~ -.- i love you more la . (: btw HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!! heh . hope u like my gifts too . after that we walk around the fair price like some idiotic people, den we went drinking . we cabbed home . BORED~

My baby is too lazy to blog,so here am i heping her.She por-ed me to help her blog.
tsktsk!!She love to act cute towards me,only i can stand her acting(: if its others,I think they would just throw up everything,hahas! Just kidding=X Phebe ong hong jie has been mapling for quite a few days already and if this continues,she won't have enough sleep.Therefore,she shouldn't play non-stop for the whole day.I didn't came out this few days,so she still got the chance to play,next week onwards............she die(: WAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!~ &&she went shopping with zoey today.Shop for what??My 1 month anniversary present(: woohooss(:
But she very naughty,keep wanting to spend money like free flow sia-.- Everytime also she buy things for me,i never buy for her.I feel like a loser,hahas!! For our one month,i've already decided what to buy(: Havainas slipper lo,(whatever,i don't know how to spell)hahas! I already know what you buy,so i tell you what i buying also lor(: I not romantic kind,I'm a simple person,understand(: I wanted to buy 3quarts for you,you say its ugly if you wear it cause you're not very tall,HAHAS!! I might not be able to give you the slipper on monday,maybe i need a few days more.CAUSE I USE THE MONEY TO GO DRINKING THAT TIME T.T T.T T.T i regret like fuck,hahas!! Alright,i shall stop here,cause i can't stop talking craps,maybe i ate too much crabs.OOOKKK IM LAME(: but,i like~

iiloveyou(:

Baby boy,
I create this blog for you(:
But not really done yet.
tsktsk!